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Bethany's Journal
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| Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002 |
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| It took me a few minutes to figure out how to update my journal! LoL. Deadjournal got a new look since I've been here. God I hate school! It takes up too much of the time that you don't have to begin with. I wish we could take laptops and stay online the whole day.... But then my Geometry grades would be worse than they already are *blush* | ||||||
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| Tuesday, August 6th, 2002 |
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Just to amuse you a bit: FUn!!* |
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| Wednesday, July 31st, 2002 |
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| WEEEE! | ||||||
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That I WANT |
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I'm begging strange people to buy me clothes. WISHLIST |
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| Tuesday, July 30th, 2002 |
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877-289-7300 ext. 371 I'd love you more than I do now.... Or not >:o) |
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| Thursday, July 25th, 2002 |
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| Can we say: Skit Night? :) | ||||||
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| I didn't mean to just stop updating.... I know all of my many viewers are disappointed *listens to dead silence*. I've had alot going on. Read my other journals. Blah. | ||||||
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| Thursday, July 18th, 2002 |
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| Today has been the best day. Band camp was AWESOME! We learned 2 routines in 3 days. That is great. I got my 'Submodalities' CD. I got my class schedule for next year. I got all great teachers. Daddy is taking me to see Aaron Carter, and I lost a pound! Oh my... why can't all days be this good?! It just isn't fair! lol. Literally nothing went wrong. | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, July 16th, 2002 |
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| Go visit my UJournal. You should join, too! Get an early adopters account! | ||||||
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| Wednesday, July 10th, 2002 |
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| I made a friend, Heather, and Kirsten is jealous of her? Why? Doesn't she know that I love her. Also I don't understand because she does the exact same thing with other friends of hers. My 2nd TRi English teach told us last year 'If you think it's love, there can never be jealousy or untrust. If you love someone you don't even think about things like that.' I wonder if that's true? Maybe Kir is just a lust. I don't know. I'm only 15 fuckin years old. Life is too hard. I need someone. :o( | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, July 9th, 2002 |
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Pardon the longness, this is more of a thing for me. I don't know what I feel anymore. Maybe I really should just let her live her life.
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| A LiveJournal! I know how excited you are. I'll probably post on that more. Just a fair warning :o) | ||||||||
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| Monday, July 8th, 2002 |
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| Me and Kir know what this is. For all you who don't, fuck you! :o) | ||||||
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| Sunday, July 7th, 2002 |
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Look! I took pictures of my room! Yay! My bed. My vanity. My tv. My computer. My sit place. Yay! Wasn't that exciting? I thought it was! I cleaned up my room (as you can tell?) for Leah to maybe come over. I hope she can. I miss her :o( Nothing really has happened to me today or yesterday. Only thing I can tell you: Special K Red Berries is good! -Bethany<3 |
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| Thursday, July 4th, 2002 |
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I really love songs about sex. I don't know why. That means most rap. HAHA! I love them guys. Rappers and drummers. Yummay! Did you know that pain is like.... pleasure? Really erotic, or stupid... but I have this obsession with pain. I like it?! I don't know. Pain just doesn't hurt me. High tolerance? Maybe. Anyway, I just wanted to express my love of sex songs... so, I'ma go! -Bethany<3 |
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I wrote out a whole long entry, and somehow it deleted. So now, I'm not retyping. Eat me :o) All I want to say is.... This is for Kir! Blurry Everything's so blurry |
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| It's another day. Threats of terrorists and all. Yay. How can we enjoy anything anymore? Happy Pre-Anniversary, Kirsten. I hope you like it. | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, July 2nd, 2002 |
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I just read my June 12th entry and about died. That has to be the funniest thing. "I just touched Wesley's huge dick, off to Church!" BWAHAHA! Only me.... -Bethany<3 |
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Why is it that I just can't seem to forget about Kir? Last night I was talking with Katy and she said it was pretty much a lost cause to like her. I think so, too. I mean, call me selfish but she acts like I'm her least favorite person. I hate her for one thing: getting me hooked on the Moffatts. Now why'd she have to go and do that? The Moffatts are awesome. I bet I haven't stopped playing songs from Submodalities for about a week. I ordered the CD. Have I already said all this? Oh fuck I don't remember what I said in my last entry. Anyway, Kir comes back today. Yay right? I don't know. I know I love her because I can't ever forget her. If I try to move on, I don't even think about the person I've moved to. It's always Kirsten and then I leave the movee just because she's invaded my mind. I seriously think she loves Z and that makes me very jealous. Congrats, Kir. On our on-going war to try and make each other jealous, you win. You win with flying colors and a cupcake with sprinkles on it. I don't know if I'm more jealous that he has your attention that I want, or that I wish I had someone that I cared for as much as that. You used to fill that space and now I'm not so sure anymore. On a happier note, I did talk my parents into going to Tulsa! That has to be the most exciting thing ever. Not to mention I hear Hanson is home now for the 4th. Not that I'd try and find them.... What would I say? It's just cool knowing they're there, ya know? I'll take some pictures when I'm there and show you. We're hopefully going Thursday-Sunday if nothing goes wrong. But what are the odds of that? If that doesn't work, we won't be able to go until X-mas. I guess that'd be ok, too. Hanson would be home as well :o) Either way it's win, win. I guess for now, I'll share this picture of me. Joy, right? lol. I look the same except no bangs, and curly hair! I know you're dying to see. While we're showing pictures, isn't this the hottest thing you've ever seen? Yes. Ugh :o) He is the most rape-able guy on the face of this planet. Me and Kir are cool because we say stuff like that not caring if Hanson ever reads our journals or not. I love Kir's journla layout. I need a damn payed account on livejournal. Maybe next week I'll mail them payment and move there. Who knows.... You know, my room looks really cool and as soon as I clean it up next time I'll have to show you, k? Also I need to recharge the digi cam. It's dead. But I will go picture bananas one day before school starts back, just because I'm also cool in that way. Someone came online on AIM and I thought it was Kir, so I got all excited. It was only Brandi. Heh. She's a bad person. She left Color Guard for Cheerleading. She regrets it though, and who wouldn't? We're getting her back next year :o) Yay. I love messing with people online. They're so funny. Be all "I'm hot" and they're all "Ok" hehe it's great. I proposed to Josh two days ago. He accepted. That's great, isn't it? My whole family thinks I'm going to marry him. I really don't think... well I think he likes me... we've dated alot, but I asked him back out a long while ago and he said no. We're better best friends. But who knows? I guess we're going to live together in college so who knows what'll happen. It's coming a storm here :o/ I guess I should get offline, huh? I'll catch up to y'all later. Peace! -Bethany<3 p.s. h.net changed and I don't like it :o( |
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Bethany's Journal
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bored.
content.
amused.
giggly.
hopeful.
artistic.
annoyed.
cheerful.
pessimistic.
numb.
excited.
ditzy.
anxious.
worried.
weird.
